TRUE STORY WHILE WORKING

GOING TO G.....TOWER2( 17) ......I AM TIRED AT NIGHT 3AM AND WISH TO TAKE A NAP BESIDE THE LIFT..... AFTER 5 MIN , I ALREADY SLEPT....
."HELLO ....HELLO...HELLO"...

(WHAT SOUND IS IT ?? AM I DREAMING ???....  )  I CONTINUED MY SLEEPINESS
" KOKO..KOKO.... WHY U SIT HERE N SLEEP ?? PLAY WITH ME LA .... GO TO MY ROOM LA...."
I OPENED MY EYE ...I CANT BELIEVE IT ..... THE KID WAS SO KIND BUT I CAN FELT THE COOL WIND ..THE KID'S FACE NO LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE AND HE SEEM NO THE LOCAL PERSON CAUSE ....BY HEARING HIS WORD... LOOK LIKE SIAM ....
I SMILED WITH HIM ...AND SAID " NO THKS , KOKO SLEEP HERE A  WHILE NIA ...LATER STILL NEED TO WORK .... U GO TO SLEEP LA"

"DONT WANT .... U PLAY WITH ME LA" .....HE CRIED  LOUDLY ...

 ( WHY NOBODY COME OUT TO SEE WHAT HAPPEN D?) A ROOM SERVICES BOY WALKED TOWARD .... ( HE HEARD THE SOUND FROM THE KID?..I ASKED MYSELF)

( THE GUY ASKED ME ' WHY U SIT HERE ?') ( HE DID NOT SAW THE KID?? ) ( I LOOKED AT THE KID .... THE GUY ASKED ME WHAT R U LOOKING AT ? )  THAT  TIME I KNOW I MEET A  KID GHOST ..... ( I SAID TO THE GUY " DONT U LOOK THE OTHER BESIDE ME ?) ( THE GUY SAID ' U MAD A ... U R THE ONLY ONE HERE ) ... OMG !!!! I SAID TO THE GUY " I WILL BE GOING SOON , JUST TAKE A NAP A FEW MIN NIA " ...( THE GUY SAID NOTHING N WENT DOWN BY LIFT .....BUT THE KID STILL STAND BESIDE ME

" KOKO , PLAY WITH ME LA " SAID BY THE KID ..... " KOKO , TOO TIRED TO WALK UP LA.... CANT PLAY WITH U ... TALKING CAN LA." I SMILE TO HIM
 KID SAID " ERM OK LA,KOKO ..." I STARTED TO ASK HIM " WHERE R YR PARENT?? WHERE DO U COME FORM ? WHICH  ROOM DO U STAY ?? "

THE KID SAID " I STAY HERE 15 YEARS LIAO ..... I AM 5 YEARS OLD ...I COME FROM CHINA .... MY MUM IS SIAM PP..SO I LOOK ABIT SIAM " " I DIED CAUSE MY MOTHER PUT A PILLOW ON ME ......."

I WOULD LIKE TO ASK MORE ABOUT IT ..... SUDDENLY A  SIAM WOMAN COME OUT AND CALL THE KID    ...... ( WHAT THE HELL .... HIS MUM FACE LOOK RED ....AND THE NECK HAD A BACK LINE LIKE ROPE ).....

IS 4.30AM ...IS TIME FOR ME TO  WORK .....I SAID TO THE KID ..".BYE BYE , KOKO NEED TO WORK LIAO "..... HE ALSO BYEBYE WITH ME ......WHEN I LOOK THEY R GOING TO MOVE ON ..... I START TO FOLLOW THEM ....WAT WAT WAT ....17007

 FROM THAT DAY ONWARD ,,, I NOT GOING TO TOWER2 17 ANYMORE

the song i like

Girl In The House

Staring from my room Holding hands wish I could beLovers doing what we use to do(But I'm stuck here alone)That's the way it's been here latelyYou're too busy there Feels like you forget I'm waiting for you

Sometimes I wish I could just let goBut I love youAnd I believe that one day you will come aroundBut can you tell me

How do I always end up being the girl in the house I tell myself I'm not gonna wait for you whenever you go
Broken promises break my heartPlease don't give me a reason to say goodbyeSometimes I wish I could just let go
How can I be what you're sayingWhen you keep turning all the words Am I suppose to believe your words are trueDon't take advantage of me cause you know I won't leave youI make sure you know I always wanna see youWhy  won't you do it for me too

Oh how do I fall in love with you 

You just a girl in the house 

Which no bother what i think      

LISTEN

The air is very transparent

Why you run away from me?

I feel very sad

When i want to move a step forward to approach

You move backward (A distance from me)

Looking forward to her hearts

But the more difficult to explain

I want to try my luck by sms her

Hoping my love will come if there is a god of love

Listen to me

I will not give up

God of love

Please let her know or sense that still somebody waiting for her

I will use my way to make you listen to my heart
I want you to listen to me because i miss you
I want you to listen to me because i love you
I write a song for you and sing for you

I hope you can understand what i wrote to you

I love your smile cause your smile are my happiness
When you need me

Just a call or message

I will there for you

I'd like to hear what is on your mind
I'd like to hear all your emotions
Look at you and smiled innocently bow blush
I like you very much

My Broken Heart

Resting for a year

I started to fall in love again

Who that i know her about 5 years

She is only 17 years old while i am 20 years old

Such a pain when she said we can only be friend

i've been living my alone

trying to get you out of my life from 17/1/2011

but after all this time

i can't help myself but miss you

you're once a dream that came true

an illusion that turned to reality

but suddenly, things turned differently

the way they used to be

untill such time i have no choice but to let you go

you're the reason for my sleepless nights

coz you keep stayin' on my mind

i can't help myself from crying

coz i'm missing you so much........

all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart

all the memories are still preserve in my mind

i miss you so much

coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you

my life will never be the same again

now that you're gone

i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever

unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again....

Broken hearts are a fickle thing and complicated too

I'm impenetrable to pain

I dont want to be your friend

But your lover

This will not come true after you say that word to me

i really sad

Listening to the sad song

Social Problems

Today i saw newspaper,what the news is ......wow a guy punched by ten teenagers cause they only raped RM2

This is about the deviant behavior of teenager

No need to point an accusing finger at any particular group

OR

Keep mum over the issue is tantamount to condoning it

The youths go astray

Reason :lack of parental guidance

Please do not get into the rut of moral decay.

Youths ,we need you all to control the safety of county and earth

My Past

Today i opened my school magazine

I saw many of my old classmate picture

Miss them so much

Then i remembered form 1 until form 3 story

That time we had organize a class party

Many teacher were invited include the headmaster

My class all boys

So i am gay

haha that funny

I really miss them all

Especially my malay classmates

M.Azlan and M Sharizal

Hope we all smkkk classmates in 2007 can meet together